Tuesday, July 25, 2006
i was so shocked man
last time wen we were classmates we oso dun tok
all of a sudden cum n tok 2 mi
n guess y he toked 2 mi??!! haas...
he was wonderin whu im
hees... finally he rmbs mi
bt den y he rmb mi is tt cux im da onli person in da class tt wans 2 go poly last time
n tt last time i used 2 hang out wif candice... haas...
n he totally 4got candice's name
onli rmb her as da other bowen ger
hw forgetful
aniwae...he was commenting tt i gt low self esteem
do i??!! everyone pls giv comments pls... hees
seriously i tink tt low self esteem and knowin whr u stand is separated by a fine line bt den it's a whole world of diff man
okies... i mux admit tt i stepped a lil into da low self esteem part
bt den i can at least confirm 99% of mi is noe whr i stand...
seriously it oso realli depends on da env tt u grew up in la
scenario A: u r da onli avg kid in a whole class of geniuses
scenario B: da avg kid nw is put in a class of below avg kids
u c da diff??!! bth same avg guy
bt den it wld mean a world of diff plus da kid wld act differently in da 2 situations
so did i manage 2 make mi pt here? i duno
cux i oso duno wad im writing here... hees
aniwae... ytd in da bus i finally saw da alex fong lookalike tt andy has been tellin mi abt
bt den da bad thing is... i totally fuglam miself infront of him
tt's so sad...
i was oreadi like so bushed wen i walked into da bus
den i felt like sumbody is lookin at mi
so i jux looked in da direction
den i saw tis guy whu resembles alex fong
den i kept lookin 4 his bag cux i rmb andy sae da alex fong look alike carries a blue le coq sportif bag
finally i saw da bag den i sms andy 2 tell him tt finally i met da guy liao
2 ease da awkwardness i pretended 2 like slp
bt den in da end i fell aslp... wad a pig im...
cux mi left gt sumbody so i leaned alil 2 mi right
mi right like no pple la
it was tt type of double decker downstairs den gt like facing seats thr de
i ended up almost like lying on da whole 3seats man
can u believe??!!! i jux had 2 unglam miself infront of tt alex fong lookalike!!!
it's nt tt i tryin 2 act man...
jux tt da person im tokin abt is alex fong minus da name,money,fame n da swimming medals
it's like seein ur idol up close man
n i realli had 2 do tis!!! erx!!! i hate miself man!!!
den andy finally sms mi bac aft tt alex fong guy alighted
so i told him wad happened
he had 2 like call mi l8r 2 ask mi did i like act out da jolin's pretence mv
wad de... cannt believe he can even link da 2 man
he was tellin mi tt wen i told him wad happened he can totally picture us like da jolin's mv lo
hw nice if i looked like jolin la... bt den too sad... im far frm wad she looks la
so i told vanitha todae
n den vanitha was like sayin tt i shd hv said hi or sumthin
while tingen tinks tt i shd hv went up 2 get phone no
seriously... say hi oreadi damn funnie lo
still want mi 2 get phone no?!?!
it's impossible man
firstly i dun like him...
secondly i duno him
take no??!! hw despo can i get man
da onli time i gt no frm a guy was like 2yrs ago 4 mi fren
so... todae i got bac mi iaf...
i was like"im so scared... i dun dare look"
den ben cho suddenly sae "u will b shocked 2 c..."
tt makes mi even more scare lo
finally i flipped la
n yeahs~! im damn shocked
i gt full mrks!!!
yeahs~!!
bt den here's da true story
loads of pple oso got full mrks
so im nt intelligent or anithin cux i noe sum pple will sure sae de
siming oso scored full mrks
den we were like tellin grace tt our experiences n luck all almost da same cux we onli 1 day diff
grace say tt she 2 daes diff bt den v diff frm us... haas
bt den i noe sure not v diff de lo
cux aftall we onli 2days diff
aniwae... ytd nite... mi sis had 2 b so nice 2 tell mi tt lunar 7th mth is startin in 15mins... n she told mi 2 bathe soon
so nw i dun even dare 2 slp wif da lights off
n tt i dun dare 2 b alone downstairs nw
tt's y mi laptop is in mi rm nw
whu ask her 2 tell mi
so she has 2 bear da consequences lo
seriously if she neber told mi i wldn't hv known man
even wif all da burnings
cux i totally 4got abt tis 7th mth thingy lo
too bad... nw i noe
n it's affecting mi big time!!
seriously whu can provide mi wif a sense of security??!!
whu??!!! tt person pls cum soon man
cux im realli in nd nw...
damn scared...
``Your name ; 11:23 PM